Another Bad Fill

Again We couldn't actually get her expander to fill. I hope its something I am doing wrong. I want to be the cause of not doing the fills right. What I do not want is there to be a problem with the expander and for us to have to take what we have gotten so far and do another round of expanders. I want to be done! I NEED to be done! I am tired! Haleigh is tired! I dont want to deal with this any more, I want her to be able to go to moms day out and make friends, I want her to be able to go to school next fall without having to miss school for surgeries. I should have started earlier, I should have made better choices when she was younger. This all should have been over and done by now!